p.m./a.m.
last night/this morning, i had a strange and puzzling conversation with an old and dear friend of mine. it went something like this:
Me: I like someone. He’s smart and sweet and sensitive … but he’s younger than me.
Him: Is he good-looking?
Me: I think so.
Him: But you’re atracted to him because of the type of person he is, the way he presents himself, his personality?
Me: Yes. And he’s still a virgin. (don’t know why i added that…it just fascinates me.)
Him: Have sex with him.
Me: What?!
Him: Have sex with him–from what you told me, it would be amazing. You could make his dream come true.
Me: You’re kidding me, right?
Him: No. Can you imagine? Your first time having sex, and it’s with Grace? that would be awesome.
Me: Thanks (*weird look*) … but I don’t want to be the one corrupt him.
Him: (breaks out laughing) WHAT?! YOU CORRUPT ANYONE?! THAT’S IMPOSSIBLE! Grace, whenever I feel like I’m being a bad person, I call you up so I can hang out with you and feel like a good person. You make me want to be a better person–you’re presence is cleansing. (he continues cracking up)
Me: (*shrinking*) Okay, whatever. I’m not that great of a person.
Him: You’re like an angel! I’m serious–when I’m feeling bad, when I feel like being a bad person, I call you up so I can hang out with you and avoid the temptation and save my soul!
last night i dreamt …
(morrissey)
last night i dreamt
that somebody loved me
no hope, no harm,
just another false alarm
last night i felt
real arms around me
no hope, no harm,
just another false alarm
so tell me how long
before the last one?
tell me how long
before the right one?












